August 24, 2010
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It’s crap like this that makes me think God is just playing with me. I get out of one mess and start to build my relationship with God again and something else happens that pushes me down. I struggled for so long and so hard not to lose God when I was battling the loss of my dad, then my mental illness, and every other little obstacle that was put in my way. I tried so hard not to feel abandoned and not cared about an nothing worked. I start to build my relationship with God again and something like this happens. How can I keep my faith and be strong through this when my whole world is tumbling down around me?
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